Blood...that's what you taste in your mouth right now... you pant heavily, drops of sweat and rain dripping down your face. Pain... breathing hurts, your chests burns, you wonder if a few ribs have been broken, feels likely... Your legs feel like they may fail at any moment now, you feel heavy, three, four times as heavy? No you are the same you've always been, you have to endure, resist, you haven't come this far just to fail now.